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new blog! [
January 2nd, 2009 | 10:31pm
]
http://alexandraashley.blogspot.com/

=)

fuck [
October 22nd, 2007 | 5:28pm
]
and everything is lost.

i am just done.

isnt it crazzyy? [
July 6th, 2007 | 1:36am
]
[ mood | bitchy ]

that I have had this livejournal for over three years.
its been over 38 months to be exact.
wow.
that is just hard to believeeeee.

i loveee youu allll.

i originally went on here to create a ranting entry but now i dont feel like it anymoree.

asdfasfasdff [
November 1st, 2006 | 12:34pm
]
i need to start writing in here again.

<3

bye everyone [
June 20th, 2006 | 11:56am
]
[ mood | angry ]

livejournal is getting so old...I'm off to find a more productive hobby.

1)i am wasting my time away looking at web pages that don't inspire me let alone do anything for me.

2)i could be painting. doing volunteer work. helping people. and the only way i help people on here is by commenting on their entries to try and help them. especially ljsecret. so i guess i will be popping in once in a while for that.

3) the music communities are mostly lame. they are almost all ranting assholes who see each other as competion to get into the band member's pants.

4) i am sick of seeing people pour their FUCKING heart out on lj when they won't even give me a call, let alone contact me. apparently i am not worth their time. they can tell a stranger their deepest and darkest secrets but apparently they can't even tell me. I am the person who has been there for them through everything and I am the last person they want to talk to. Funny how that fucking shit happens. its a stab in the heart everytime i go on here and I WILL NOT TOLERATE IT ANY LONGER.

5) I'm sick of all the passive agressive comments on here. For example...its always, "OMG I JUST LIKE HATE PEOPLE WHO WON'T LIKE MIND THEIR OWN BUSINESS THEY NEED TO LIKE GO TO HELL" rather than just saying "Bob said something that hurt my feelings today." People are so scared to tell someone close to them how they feel, but they aren't scared to tell the world their innermost thoughts and feelings on public entries? Especially when almost everyone knows who they are talking about in the first place.

6) Get the fuck over yourself. Heaven forbid other people have feelings.

I have more mature things to do than to participate in this. I am not saying that everyone who stays on here is immature. I am saying almost all of my experiences on here have been.

Bye.

I was going to delete this journal. But I still want it for myself.

AHHHHHHHHHH BITCCCCHHHEESSSS AHHHHH!!!!!! [
June 8th, 2006 | 1:03pm
]
[ mood | AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ]

SCCHHHOOOOLLLLL'S OOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTT FFFFFFFFFFFOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRR
SSSSuuUMMMMMMM-AAHHHHH!!!

*insert awesome guitar riff here*

[
June 7th, 2006 | 11:22pm
]

shit why can't i ever concentrate?

fuck fuck fuck fuck

amazing [
June 7th, 2006 | 1:34pm
]
[ mood | amused ]

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-8437449219873299984

THIS IS A MUST WATCH!

comment and tell me what you think

[
June 6th, 2006 | 10:08am
]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Image hosted by Photobucket.com


_williambeckett



♥ WILLIAM BECKETT COMMUNITY!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

there just might be a "god"!

[
June 5th, 2006 | 7:19pm
]
[ mood | content ]

ljsecret is absolutly amazing and i highly recommend it.

check it out.

im funnniee.... [
June 4th, 2006 | 7:28pm
]
[ mood | apathetic ]

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Emo kids who wear tight pants!

  1. Britain's Millennium Dome is more than double the size of Emo kids who wear tight pants.
  2. American Airlines saved forty thousand dollars a year by eliminating Emo kids who wear tight pants from each salad served in first class!
  3. If the Sun were the size of a beach ball then Jupiter would be the size of a golf ball and Emo kids who wear tight pants would be as small as a pea.
  4. Louisa May Alcott, author of 'Little Emo kids who wear tight pants', hated Emo kids who wear tight pants and only wrote the book at her publisher's request.
  5. Olive oil was used for washing Emo kids who wear tight pants in the ancient Mediterranean world.
  6. Emo kids who wear tight pants will often rub up against people to lay their scent and mark their territory.
  7. 99 percent of the pumpkins sold in the US end up as Emo kids who wear tight pants.
  8. The Church of Scientology was founded in 1953, at Washington D.C., by Emo kids who wear tight pants!
  9. Some birds use Emo kids who wear tight pants to orientate themselves during migration.
  10. A cluster of bananas is called a hand and consists of 10 to 20 bananas, which are individually known as Emo kids who wear tight pants.
I am interested in - do tell me about

gotta love lyrics [
January 20th, 2006 | 6:03pm
]
[ mood | relaxed ]

(writing this survey was amusing) IF YOU LOVE ME FILL IT OUT :-P (i know its lame dont remind me lol)

Bold the lyrics that apply to you or how you are feeling (gender is irrelevant in the lyrics). Italicize the songs that you know! (if you want to)  (Feel free to write any comments or who the quote applies to (if you do that you should lock it lol))

"Do you remember when you figured it was cool and you figured wrong?"-The Movielife

"What would happen if we kissed? Would your tongue slip past my lips? Would you run away?" Meredith Brooks

"I'm falling apart in every way. I'm slipping away." -Sum 41

"I realize you're in a relationship with someone right now and I respect that." -Alanis Morisette

"I'm feeling sexy and I wanna hear you say my name." -Beyonce

"Here we are, born to be kings." -Queen

"Love is everything I need, the air I breathe." -The All American Rejects

"Pacific sun, you should have warned us, these heights are dizzying, and the climb can kill you long before the fall."  -Dashboard Confessional

"My friends all act so unaware. Now that they have to face, their best plans have all gone up in flames" -Less Than Jake

"I saw you again. I think you used me again."  -Blink 182

"All day I dream about sex." -Korn

"I got tears, that are scared of the facts" -Athlete

"I watched you fall. I was blind to ya. Was lying to ya" Meredith Brooks

"I don't know your fucking name so what lets fuck anyway." -Korn

"Don't speak. Don't tell me cuz it hurts." -NO Doubt

"I don't give a damn about my reputation." -Halfcocked

"She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and her killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men." -Sugarcult

"You're staring me down. A glance makes me weak." -The All American Rejects

"Don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future." -The Postal Service

"I wanna be a minority. I don't need your authority." -Green Day

"Get your hands off the girl. Can't you see that she belongs to me?" -Weezer

"Playing in the rain is worth catching colds." -Micheal Tolcher

"I love you even though it isn't fair." -The Used

"I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me" -Panic! At the Disco

"Too much of heaven can bring you underground." -Eiffel 65

"I used to be attracted to boys who would lie to me and think solely about themselves, and you were plenty self-destructive for my taste at the time. I used to say the more tragic the better." -Alanis Morisette

"Why can't I be you?" -The Cure

"Share with me cause I need it right now, let me see your insides, or write me off cause I'd rather starve now if you won't open up." The Used

poetry time.... [
January 2nd, 2006 | 6:50pm
]
[ mood | lazy ]

katie texted me and told me to write on my trip so i did :-)

Love is like...
When you can't catch a firefly just passing by
When laughter turns to tears and you start to cry

When you are walking along the ocean and the tide sweeps you away
When you dont beleive in God, but you still pray, everyday

When you are walking along the sidewalk and can't take another step
When you are kissing someone in ecstasy amd you stop, out of breath

When you are flipping on the light switch but the bulb is burnt out
When you cant take it anymore and you can't help but shout

And there are the times when your heart just flys you up
And the good times are left and thats all that counts

And you're strong, you believe, and you take a deep breathe
You move on reguardless, freeflying-at best

____________________________________________________________

Time Measured in Love

 

Branches sway and time goes quickly

Their leaves move across the ground so swiftly

 

The says end fast-I can’t catch up

24 hours is never enough

 

These times remind me of the times I had you

Beautiful memories are ever so few

 

I loved you and you loved me

But it wasn’t enough, our hearts were set free

 

So here we end up, with nothing left

The world keeps on turning, despite the theft

 

We gave so much, yet cared so little

You were my shining star, left right of the middle

 

It makes me want to go back and start all over again

So instead of a lover, I would have a friend

 

But it’s too late, we did what we did

During those times, we had what we had

 

But please don’t forget us, you meant everything to me

I still think of you, in my heart you’ll always be

 

HASH(0x8d72920)
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[
December 30th, 2005 | 12:24pm
]
Dark love
You're fated to have a Dark love.
Probably a lover of things gothic, you're
artistic and original. Although you are a loner
and independent to a fault, all you will need
is him, and he will feel the same...

Please rate aaaaand... eat chocolate bars?
*cough*rate*cough* ^^




What Love are you Fated for? ~AWESOME anime pics!~
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anger
What emotion/feeling is seen in your eyes? *pix**Detailed Results*

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I HEART PANIC! AT THE DISCO! ROCK ON [
December 26th, 2005 | 2:00pm
]
[ mood | sick ]

http://www.nbc.com/Saturday_Night_Live/ go there and then go under videos and click the one the says the CHRINIC WHAT? CLES OF NARNIA....if it takes a while to load its worth it cuz its fucking awesome!

Lazy Sunday,
Wake up in the late afternoon
Call Parnell just to see how he's doin'
Hello?
What up, Parn!
Yo Samberg, what's crackin'?
You thinkin' what I'm thinkin'?
Narnia!
Man it's happ'nin'!
But first, my hunger pangs are stickin' like duct tape.
Let's hit up Magnolia and mack on some cupcakes.
No doubt, that bakery's got all the bomb frosting.
I love those cupcakes like McAdams loves Gosling.

Two! No, Six! No, Twelve! Baker's Dozen!
I told'ja that I'm crazy for these cupcakes, cousin!
Yo, where's the movie playin'?
Upper West Side, dude!
Let's hit up Yahoo Maps to find the dopest route.
I prefer Mapquest!
That's a good one too.
Google Maps is the best!
True that! Double true!
68th and Broadway.
Step on it, sucka!
What you wanna do Chris?
snack attack, mutha----!

The Chronic-what?-cles of Narnia!
Yes, the Chronic-what?-cles of Narnia!
We love that Chronic-what?-cles of Narnia!
Pass that Chronic-what?-cles of Narnia!

Yo, stop at the deli.
The theatre is overpriced!
You got that backpack
I'm going to pack it up nice.
We don't want security to get suspicious!
Mr. Pibbs and Red Vines equals crazy delicious.
Reach in my pocket and pull out some dough,
Girl acted like she never seen a $10 before!
It's all about the Hamiltons baby
Throw the snacks in a bag and I'm Ghost like Swayze.

Roll up to the theate
Ticket buying what we're handling,
You can call us Aaron Burr from the way we're dropping Hamiltons
Parked in our seats movie trivia's the illest!
"What Friends alum starred in films with Bruce Willis?"
We had the dope facts, it was scary:
Everyone stared in awe when we screamed Matthew Perry!
Then quiet in the theatre or it's gonna get tragic
We're about to be taken to a dream world of magic

In the Chronic-what?-cles of Narnia!
Yes, the Chronic-what?-cles of Narnia!
We love that Chronic-what?-cles of Narnia!
Pass that Chronic-what?-cles of Narnia!

me+chemistry=grrrr [
December 11th, 2005 | 3:01pm
]
[ mood | frustrated ]

I HATE HONORS CHEMISTRY!

....i should have put it off until my senior year...but NO!

come on people...anyone else hate chemistry!?!?!? YOU ARE NOT ALONE MY FRIEND, NOT ALONE!

and currently i am doing a great job of putting off figuring out how many moles of magnesium i created in a lab by belting to my favorite HOT HOT HEAT song! fuck 6.02e10^23! (if you dont know ava-fucking-gadro and his lame ass number you are very lucky) 

Shame On You Lyrics

Shame on you for getting wet
Now who will dry your eyes?

Shame on you for getting wet
How can you act surprised?


Running with scissors wasn't smart
I tripped and cut open your heart

I didn't mean to, but I seem to
Have pushed us back to the start

In the wake of my mistake
I felt your voice starting to shake
The timing couldn't have been worse
For me to be this far away


Shame on you for getting wet
Now who will dry your eyes?
Shame on you for getting wet
How can you act surprised?

Traveled the world under your spell
Cast on me in a motel
It turned my rain clouds in to rainbows
But I couldn't even tell


As days apart turned in to weeks
My memory played hide and seek
While I was playing show n' tell
I took your trust and set it free


Shame on you for getting wet
Now who will dry your eyes?
Shame on you for getting wet
How can you act surprised?

Shame on you for getting wet
Now who will dry your eyes?
Shame on you for getting wet
Now who will dry your eyes?
Shame on you for getting wet
How can you act surprised?

Running with scissors wasn't smart
I tripped and cut open your heart
I didn't mean to, but I seem to
Have pushed us back to the start

In the wake of my mistake
I felt your voice starting to shake
The timing couldn't have been worse
For me to be this far away

someone please tell me... [
December 6th, 2005 | 11:42am
]
[ mood | better....i guess ]

can you post pictures on lj? ...and if you can....how do you do it???

thank you! my dog is whining and i want to strangle her!!!

i currently have a dashboard confessional OBSESSION....so here is another song for you...

"Hands Down"

Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.


My hopes are so high,
that your
kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer
.

The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.

My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.


Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.

The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.

And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATIE [
November 16th, 2005 | 7:52pm
]
[ mood | depressed ]

HAPPY 16TH GOLDEN BIRTHDAY KATIE DARLING I HOPE IT WAS WONDERFUL!!! I CANT GET A HOLD OF YOU ON THE PHONE AND CANT FIND UR CELL # SO HERE I AM! I LOVE KATIE! YAY! You will get your present on Friday sweetheart! Have a great night! *kisses*

I LOVE MY GANKERIFIC GIRLS [
November 15th, 2005 | 6:56pm
]
[ mood | melancholy ]

this is for my Katie and my Amanda...

...i couldnt stop thinking of how much you mean to me.....

"I See God In You"

Every day that you pass my way, I wonder, I wonder about your life
What is your age, are you connected if so, does she treat you right
Now please, excuse me for being so forward
Bur I couldn't let this chance go by without lettin' you know I

[Chorus]
I wonder, I wonder if you really knew, that I see God in you
And I wonder if you can see, how much you mean to me
I know you cannot read my mind, but I hope you feel my vibe
I think it's time I let you know that, I see the God in you

Every time that I see your face, I wonder, what lies beneath your smile
What are your dreams, what are your fears, what does your heart hold dear
I know, that you don't know me at all (okay now that doesnt really apply now does it)
But if you know yourself, well then you know me very well


I wonder, I wonder if you really knew, that I see God in you
And I wonder if you can see, how much you mean to me
I know you cannot read my mind, but I hope you feel my vibe
I think it's time I let you know that, I see the God in you


I wonder, I wonder if you really knew, that I see God in you
And I wonder if you can see, how much you mean to me
I know you cannot read my mind, but I hope you feel my vibe
I think it's time I let you know that, I see the God in you

so today was alright...ive had better.....had worse... [
November 15th, 2005 | 3:40pm
]
[ mood | content ]

Here is a part of a song dedicated to those who mean the world to me.....you know who you are....

"Bleed For You- Hidden in Plain View

If I could take your pain away (pain away)
I would scream for you
And I'll bleed for you (for you feel this way)
So you’ll never feel this way (again)
When you’re in my arms (again)
I would scream for you
I will bleed for you


So put the weight on my shoulders
And the pain in my heart
Tie the knots in my stomach
and let it tear me apart
.
So I could be everything you need

And this silence strips me bare,
and your body pins me down.
I've never been so scared to breathe,
afraid to make a sound.
But all I know (is you'll never let me go...)
Kick and scream, and bite, and bleed,
and make believe it's all a dream.

If I could take your pain away (...go)
I would scream for you
And I'll bleed for you (for you feel this way)
So you'll never feel this way (again)
When you're in my arms (again)
I would scream for you
I will bleed for you

(Pain away) I would scream for you
I will bleed for you
(Pain away)
I will bleed for you

I LOVE YOU MUAH MUAH MUAH

it is apparent someone other than me needs a life [
August 16th, 2005 | 12:59am
]
[ mood | getting sleepy ]

http://www.jsonline.com/news/metro/aug05/348288.asp COWS CAUSE PANIC IN SUBURBIA btw there are millions of people dying in africa but we can get to those once we are done fixing this cow display

this may be important to you [
August 15th, 2005 | 9:47pm
]
[ mood | accomplished ]

i have urban sound backstage photos posted on snapfish so if u give me your email address ill send them to you

who knows [
August 10th, 2005 | 10:46am
]
[ mood | contemplative ]

so here i am again. debating whether or not to start up live journal again. it seemed to only cause problems but im kind of forgeting what they were. that must mean they were fairly trivial. hmmm decisions decisions. everybody else is still doing it. g2g

Lock down [
April 4th, 2005 | 4:37pm
]
[ mood | infuriated ]

Everything is locked down

Why you ask?

Because contents of a locked entry that was allowed to be read by my "friends" leaked out.

Either someone told them or they found a way but somehow it was done.

I know half of you who are reading this don't care about me.

YOU WANT TO GOSSIP!

Well you know what I say to that...GET A LIFE!

Never yours,
Alex

GOODBYE!

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